In order to get to their customer service, I have to go to their About page and THEN I find a Contact page. If you see the link on the bottom right that say “Send us your feedback”, it goes to a forum. I didn’t want a forum, I wanted an email address, contact us form, or at the very least a phone number. I just want to delete my account.

Elance has been of no use to me. I won’t sit here and say it doesn’t work at all because, of course, many people make a living from the site. But I find Elance’s methods and system far too complicated, convoluted and just plain annoying.

One of my biggest beefs? The test to show your proficiency in Wordpress refers you to either version 2.5 or 2.3. That was about 2 years ago, Elance! Do you think I remember Wordpress from 2 years ago? Half of those questions are outdated or inconsistent with the most recent versions. Why can’t they keep their survey question and content up to date?

I didn’t even bother trying to get freelance jobs because I’m bidding against other crappy designers who are willing to work for next to nothing. I can’t compete with their prices if I want to make a living.

All I want to do is get rid of my account. Why don’t you offer an easy, non-aol like experience to delete your account online? I don’t wanna make a phone call, either. Besides, it’s after 5pm on a weekend night and your customer support center is closed.

I’m disappointed in Elance and want my search results and history completely deleted. I’m sure other people have similar experiences and I feel sorry for others like me who found this site to be of no service and much more of a nuisance.

I think I’m gonna do a little more code play on this site, such as converting the front end code to HTML5 and adding some minimal javascript behaviors. Maybe I’ll get too busy, maybe I’ll go crazy, who knows. But this website kinda has no purpose right now except to archive my life.

So, for a quick update into Micah 2010:

• January was my great depression. It was one of the worst months all around that I’ve had for years. Very depressing for some many reasons. Just a terrible month in general. Glad it’s behind me.
• February is looking up but there’s still some reflections of January in the mirror. Not sure how to shake off this personal recession but time will take its toll.
• I have started a new part-time contract job that makes me drive to Brentwood about 3 times a week. It’s a challenging web design job that will push my skills to their limits and force me to learn new languages. It’s a little overwhelming but a challenge I need to push myself through.
• I also work with another graphic designer to help him with his new and existing clients. It’s not as much busy work as my part-timer but different challenges to overcome. I’m very lucky to be continuing a their part-time job which I’ve held since March 2005.
• I have no news on the music front, sadly. I have a personal goal in the back of my mind to actually record something, anything, and publish it online. This has been the same story for nearly 10 years however. And being the musical perfectionist that I can be, I don’t know if I will fight my demons on this but feel free to leave your motivational comments.
• For the first time my whole life, my dedicated DVD player is actually hooked up to my 27″ TV. I’ve never had this personally for myself as I’ve always relied on my computer’s DVD player or just downloaded shows/films online. It’s a nice little change!
• Here are my travel goals this year: Moscow, London, Houston, and wherever my mother ends up being. As of right now, I have no travel plans and won’t make any anytime soon. Stability comes first, then travel.

2010 is shaping up to be a year of big changes and the most potential I’ve ever had.

We met a couple of my friends along with two of their friends who showed up. Got VIP passes which literally meant nothing special. It was just a special trip to the 4th floor where we had private access to another bar and kitchen. Meh.

We got GA tickets so we had to stand in the back. It was still very nice to be there, however. Seeing Pee Wee in person was more or less a childhood dream. Not that I ever had a fantasy to meet him when I was young but I DID get a lot of the Pee Wee toys that were out for my 10th birthday. I still even have the playhouse!

If you’d never seen the TV show or movies, you’d think this guy is on drugs or something. I can totally get how his humor seems ridiculous from the outside. But, since we were all fans there, the whole show was really great! The funniest part for me was that he took the whole thing really seriously. It’s as though his show never ended!

What I didn’t realize until after the show tonight is many of his scenes and bits used in this show were taken right out of his show he put on at the Groundlings and Roxy so many years ago. You can find different clips of those shows on Youtube.

He appropriately made fun of his brush with the law so many years ago by saying he was wearing an abstinence ring! As he was showing it to the audience, he starts pumping his fists. There was a whole bit about it and the audience was cracking up.

We got to sit in on the last 20 minutes of a Q&A session too. It’s neat to see him talking as Paul and not just Pee Wee. He seems generally excited about everything going on. He thanked his fans a lot and was so happy that he gets to hear the feedback from everyone now. He said when he was doing the show so many years ago he was so busy he never got to really talk to the fans.

You can tell he knows he’s lucky. Either that or he’s putting on a damn good show. He was born to entertain and is brilliant at what he does.

I didn’t get to meet him personally but I did meet the King of Cartoons up close. Saw a couple other of his actors up close, too.

It was great reliving my childhood for one night. :o)

• San Francisco
• Monterey, CA
• San Luis Obispo
• New York City
• Washington D.C.
• Houston (3 times)
• Austin
• Galveston
• Palm Springs
• Lake Tahoe
• Yosemite National Park
• Mammoth Lakes, CA
• San Diego
• Malibu
• Moscow, Russia (one month)

I’ve been outside of LA more than 14 weeks this year! Insane.

I’ve now spent nearly 50 days living in Moscow in the last calendar year. Having spent so much time there, and seeing how much information I’ve come across in research that either didn’t help me, was inaccurate, or just plain didn’t exist, I present to you my top 7 thoughts about traveling to Moscow, Russia. Some of these topics could easy become their own post (such as food!).

1. Learn Russian (even just basics) or know a Russian. If you taking a vacation/holiday to Moscow, you’ll most likely be just fine getting by with little to no Russian. But the more you learn, the better off you will be unless you spend time with a friendly Russian (of which there are many!). The best experiences are always had with natives who know their way around, can save you from getting ripped off (see #2), and with those who can help you make the best of your stay. Don’t be afraid to speak English if you’re not sure what to say, but speak more slowly and enunciate your words.
2. Bring too many crisp, new currency bills. Although you shouldn’t have any problems exchanging your money, go to your bank and ask for new, crisp bills. I was denied twice to exchange my bills because of either a tear or heavy crease in my bill. That said, and especially for United States citizens, bring too much money with you. Credit cards get you everywhere in the USA, but it’s not as common in Russia. If you run out of bills, you should be fine since there are banks and ATMs (cashpoint, hole-in-the-wall, cashline, banklink) and you can get money out of your account. However, you will lose a lot more money from ATM fees and currency conversion fees. This brings us back to tip #1. Moscow is ripe with places to convert your currency to rubles. However, while many of these places post a certain ruble amount for conversion, there might be a hidden transaction fee (around 3%) for exchanges under $1,000. Make sure you ask before you exchange if this concerns you or you’ll lose an additional 3% on top of the exchange rate. I’d also advise to skip on those traveler’s checks. They will be more of a pain to convert than safe.
3. Don’t drive on Moscow roads. If you can help it avoid the roads! There are hundreds of thousands of people driving to and from Moscow every weekday (and increasingly on a weekends and even at night). The worst part is that not all Russians driving on the roads actually passed a driver’s test. There’s talk that some people will just buy their license without even taking the driver’s test and/or without any practice. Think about driving on a road where a percentage of people have poor or no experience taking a driving test, don’t really know the rules all that well, and with recurring weather problems (slick, wet, frozen roads) more than half the year. It quickly and easily becomes a driver’s hell, where traffic wait times can be up to 6 hours (we spent 2+ hours driving maybe 9km/6mi). And I thought traffic in LA was bad!
4. There’s no peanut butter in Moscow. Although there technically might be somewhere, it’s a very uncommon food. We Americans enjoy our peanut butter and jelly sandwiches, but this food item is relatively unknown to Russians. That seems so weird to me. Other food differences: Milk starts at 1.5% (you can sometimes find non-fat but not often), fruits and vegetables are much more seasonal, blins are more popular than hamburgers, caviar is not just a delicacy, fried bread with meats, potatoes or fruits inside is very common, vodka is generally cheaper to purchase than anywhere else. Don’t be afraid to try something you haven’t before, there are some really good Russian dishes!
5. Going out to eat isn’t cheap. Drinking tap water almost anywhere is not recommended or allowed. Although there are places that might serve filtered tap water, you are almost 100% guaranteed to pay for your drinks, even water. If you need to save money, your best bet is to drink soft drinks (soda, pop, coke, or carbonated beverage with sugar). Expect to receive a small glass full, about .2 liters, for about 60-75 rubles. Oh, and no free refills unless you go to IKEA (and this is one of the only places I saw with free refills, cheap hot dogs and soft serve ice cream). Most restaurants at where we dined usually charged between 300-500 rubles per main dish. Soups were on average 150-200 rubles. One of the biggest differences, however, was portion size. I grew in Texas where portion sizes at restaurants are pretty big. Even in California you can get a lot of food for relatively decent amount of money. Not at the restaurants I visited in Russia!
6. White shoes will get dirty. If you’re there during the summer, you might be fine since it’s a lot more sunny in July, August and September. In the winter, however, I’d recommend leaving the white shoes at home or expect to come back somewhat dirty. Which, If you are about to enter someone’s residence, it is custom to take your shoes off and/or change into slippers.The subway (tube, metro, underground, rapid transit) is very packed with people most of the time its running. If you take a look down at people’s shoes, you’ll see a majority of black and other dark colors. With all these people walking everywhere, your shoes are likely to be stepped on or come into contact with dirty walls. Go to a shoe store and take a look at what is being sold. It’s mostly leather or shiny black shoes that can be cleaned easily. These people are used to it!
7. Blin is the new Big Macs. Although McDonalds is becoming more popular Since the introduction of McDonalds in 1990 it has become overwhelming popular amongst Russians and foreigners. In fact, while in America it’s mostly taken for granted and very often run down, you’d be hard pressed to see a McDonalds in Moscow that isn’t heavily packed during the day. Despite its immense popularity by all social classes, the standard fast food is the blin (blintz, crepe, pancake, bliny). These are thin pancakes that are stuffed with different foods like butter, jelly and fruit, beef, chicken, potatoes, mushrooms, cabbage, or sour creams. They are very quick to make and easiest to find compared to hamburgers or fried chicken. If you embrace the bliny, you’re gonna be just fine. Otherwise, you’ll have to settle for a good ‘ole American fast food meal at McDonalds. Oh, and the Big Mac tasted like a Big Mac in the states: No difference in my opinion.

Here’s a an extensive resource filled with many more suggestions. Some of these suggestions are a little extreme or written as though the author is writing out of paranoia, at least according to my own experience. But, taken with a grain of salt, many of these are good suggestions. http://www.rach-c.org/pages/dos_donts.htm

This year has felt like a never-ending work in progress. It usually feels like once I accomplish one thing, there’s still 100 more things that need to be accomplished. I feel like I have a ton of works in progress without any end in sight for some and a close finish for others. My head sometimes swirls at what the next task should be.

My desktop PC finally started taking a turn for the worst this year and I lived without Windows for close to 2 months. As much as I enjoy using OS X, it was torture to experience this since all of my personal files, email, etc. are stored on my desktop. So during those two months, I lived in anticipation. I was eagerly waiting for a time when my desktop would be completely up and running. This confirms why I can’t switch completely over to a Mac. It’s great but it doesn’t have what I need right now… yet.

I also started having phone troubles as well. My ringer stopped working, I couldn’t sync to and from my computers. Trying to do something became a chore sometimes when I had to wait for my technology to catch up to me. Right now, as I type, half of my personal photos are on one computer and half are on the other.

In the meantime, while I live through my own mental holocaust, I’ve kept myself busy keeping afloat with projects, work, and business opportunities. The horizon has potential but I need to get past this virtual hump as soon as possible.

This is the main reason why my website has no direction, no updates, and is halfway designed. I never really completed tweaking this design because many other things suddenly became more important. You can even see my Flickr account has gone untouched for nearly a year, when I came back from Moscow. Leaving these things in disarray is another form of madness I deal with, but at least I’m am not too obsessive about these things. I can live with it to a point.

Hopefully while I make slow but steady marks and knock out rebuilding my digital life, I can dedicate more time to this site. I miss expressing myself like I did when I first started this website. It’s amazing how far I’ve really come since 2002, when I started a little blog on asuh.com.

It’s funny really. Some days I go longer wearing no shirt than actually wearing one. I could easily blame my shirtlessness on the dry heat of the San Fernando Valley in the midst of a heatwave and years long drought. Working from home allows me the luxury of a relaxed dress code. But no, alas, the heat is only a moderate factor to my lack of attire.

More than two years have passed since the routine of a job. Spending all that time in front of a computer at work was draining. I remember a time when I wanted my freedom, to do what I felt like, to be in a selfish position laying out the foundation for my musical career. Two years on and I have taken only moderate strides in that direction.

Lately, my time is devoted to web design and Skype. Looking ahead to next month’s bills is my new free time and finding new monetary revenues is my job. Since losing the regularity from my part-time work earlier this year, I try daily to build a new avenue which shall become my routine. Working for yourself can be a chore for this reason.

Sometimes I wonder if I’m destined to become the mid-life crisis, the dupe who gets scammed, the alarmist who believes in wrong message, the mule who won’t back down. When I realize what positions I take, when I listen to myself talk sometimes, I almost can’t believe it. Stepping out of your own mind and listening to your own voice can be daunting.

I find myself in a curious position of not knowing what comes next. I just hope when I get there my shirt still fits.