I’ve felt like this for a while. I have so much going on that I want to put up a sign for all my life that says “brb” which stands for be right back. I’ve been to Texas twice, I’ve quit one job and began a new one, I’ve been to Monterey and back, I’m working like crazy, I’m trying to get my life back to a normal state and all the while I’m still adjusting to living in just one place.
It’s become more of a chore to live in one place because my focus is constantly in a million directions at once. When I was living in two places for the past nine months I could basically leave behind part of my life during the week and take care of other things during the weekend. With all the changes I’ve faced in the past 4-6 weeks my adjustments have been very quick and abrupt at times. I feel like I’m being pulled in a million directions at once and I know it’s going to get better but the guilt and pressure is weighing me down.
2006 is definitely bringing me great things and wonderful changes. However, I’m having to deal with certain personal issues which seem to keep coming up more and more often as I get older. I hope that I can accomplish a lot this year to prepare me for another adventure in the near future.
So, if my posts here at asuh.com seem to be lacking as of late, there are many reasons and I apologize for it. I’ll try to be back soon with more posts but for now I need to just get things accomplished and invest in myself in many areas.